Bleh

So I decided to write a blog about what's bugging me at the moment. I have a friend at school who does that and he says it makes him feel better, so here we go...

I have a midterm paper due friday and I am just now starting it. I have gotten so much better about not procrastinating but for whatever reason decided to do that right now. It makes me frustrated at myslef for thinking it was ok. I guess i just assumed that the essay would be easier than this. So now I am def feeling the stress coming on and I am tired and just..... AHHH!!

Another thing is the nine weeks ends next week and I am unsure of how and where I stand on some classes. I am a junior as most people know, and I already feel like just slacking off. I have been in school for 12 years, the lowest grade I have ever gotten is a C+ which I brought way up by the following report card, and i don't say that to brag but just to paint you a picture of how hard I have had to work to keep getting a's and b's. I have people all around me tell me grades aren't everything, but having a high g.p.a helps you get noticed by colleges. And that brings me to my next complaint.... I have not a clue on what I want to major in or what college I want to go to. I am like most people I like to have some idea or plan to how my life goes. Some people have told me not to worry about that mess that I will change anyways but I want to know. I have talked to a lot of my friends and they say they don't feel happy or certain about most things in their life right now and i feel like i get closer to joining that team eveyday you know.

UGH!!! This mess has me so STRESSED right now...... Sorry about this blog, I hate complaining to people because I know what it's like to have to people go on and on about what's bugging them. Well hopefully in a couple weeks I can write another blog about how well my paper was... Until then...........